Chapter 15

hmm.. who could it be? farah, sara or.. i dont know and i didnt give this subject much attention

the rest of the day went normal..

12AM

elyoum 7adraa;c..

i took a quick shower and wore my ruffles blue blouse with a gold n black jeans, and a gold gladiator sandals:

then i asked our nanny to make me a fishtail braid:

i felt so hyper today!

i went downstaires to find my sister sara and my mother. Perfect<3, i didnt have a private conversation with them the past days here..

me: salaam:D

sara&mom: wa3alaikom elsalam

mom: wainech mekhtafyaa?

me: kanee:D


5 minutes of silence

mom:bacher 3azmenaa 3ala 3asha kber

are we that desperate for conversations?

me: 9e-
out of nowhere someone cut me of:

9ABA7 ELKHAAIR!

i turned around to see Fahad.

butterflies running through my stomach..
feeling super dizzy..
hearing sounds..
staring at him as if he was an angel..
WOAH! slow down zayouun what are you saying thats FAHAD!! your cousin fahad!



no its impossible, i cant be having my FIRST crush ever at age 21!
i need to see a doctor or something;s

come on zayoun dont deny! your falling for him!


i shut my second voice and went with the first one..

well i have to admit he's a sweetheart.



ok, im officially falling for him .. after this whole argument with my self:D

my calculation says the ones you have a crush on should have a special treatment? special treatment it is!

put your seatbelt fahad! im taking off.


*Back to reality*

i just realized i was staring at fahad for the past 3 minutes!!!!!!

fahad came and whispered into my ears: am i that good looking?;)

THIS IS TOTALLY NOT MY THING, I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS, ITS MY VERY FIRST TIME!

me: yeah * i really meant it, i could've told him "theqa", but i need to give him a special treatment right?:D*

Fahad: *laughed,and took it as a joke, NOOO FAHAD I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!!!;C, WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? IS BOYS THAT COMPLICATED? ADGERHOM YAKHTHONHA GHASHMARA.. I CONFESS THEY TAKE IT AS A JOKE? SERIOUSLY?:), its gonna be a long ride.. but its totally worth the shot*