Chapter 16

we packed all our stuff and headed back home after a tiring day..

i took a mid-night shower 7ag tomorrow's big dinner

next day
2AM

our house keeper "sheley" woke me up for lunch

sara and i went to the salon for pedicures and manicures

they looked like these:

 

 

 

we both went home and wore our outfits:

tucked in:

 

 

 

 

and my louis vuitton bag:

and went down to the living room waiting for the rest to finish..


and for my hair i curled it into big curls, it goes with my face shape!


A few minutes later..

my big brother jassim entered the room

jassim: sh'haall zaainnn yah yaahh yaah *while smiling and looking at me from head to toe*

me: i knoww!

jassim: a9lan megan fox matgayshech!!

me: i know that too *i said shyly*

jassim: shda3wa ma fahmtay elnaghza kubrrr rasechh!!

me: la;s?

jassim: ya3ne compliment me back:$

me: oh ok.. hmm lets see.. well you sure do look like am... auh.. JASSIM!!:D

jassim: yeah thanks-.-

me: your most welcome:D!

jassim: yalla gomay bnrou7 gablhoum

me: omey galat?

jassim: galat ele ykhale9 eye weyay

me: ok yallah meshainaa

*on our way jassim y7e6 aghaney ,VERY LOUD ONES! and speeds up really fast!!!! anaa ad3ee nou9al bel salamaa;s*

we finally arrived there!!

my heels click clacking on the wooden marble floors

me: jassim desh gably akhaf!

jassim: shtkhafenn?! *he walked pass me and got into the living room*

me: salam 3alaikoum

All: wa3laikoum elsalam

my gandma whispering into my ears:7abebtee zayouna rou7ay yebay elchay bel ma6bakh 3endena thyouf

me: enshallah

i made my way to the kitchen

i was looking for the suger cubes.

when suddenly a warm hands rapped around me

i froze in my place!!

.........: *whispering, i felt his breathe tickling my neck* you look really beautiful today

Chapter 15

hmm.. who could it be? farah, sara or.. i dont know and i didnt give this subject much attention

the rest of the day went normal..

12AM

elyoum 7adraa;c..

i took a quick shower and wore my ruffles blue blouse with a gold n black jeans, and a gold gladiator sandals:

then i asked our nanny to make me a fishtail braid:

i felt so hyper today!

i went downstaires to find my sister sara and my mother. Perfect<3, i didnt have a private conversation with them the past days here..

me: salaam:D

sara&mom: wa3alaikom elsalam

mom: wainech mekhtafyaa?

me: kanee:D


5 minutes of silence

mom:bacher 3azmenaa 3ala 3asha kber

are we that desperate for conversations?

me: 9e-
out of nowhere someone cut me of:

9ABA7 ELKHAAIR!

i turned around to see Fahad.

butterflies running through my stomach..
feeling super dizzy..
hearing sounds..
staring at him as if he was an angel..
WOAH! slow down zayouun what are you saying thats FAHAD!! your cousin fahad!



no its impossible, i cant be having my FIRST crush ever at age 21!
i need to see a doctor or something;s

come on zayoun dont deny! your falling for him!


i shut my second voice and went with the first one..

well i have to admit he's a sweetheart.



ok, im officially falling for him .. after this whole argument with my self:D

my calculation says the ones you have a crush on should have a special treatment? special treatment it is!

put your seatbelt fahad! im taking off.


*Back to reality*

i just realized i was staring at fahad for the past 3 minutes!!!!!!

fahad came and whispered into my ears: am i that good looking?;)

THIS IS TOTALLY NOT MY THING, I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS, ITS MY VERY FIRST TIME!

me: yeah * i really meant it, i could've told him "theqa", but i need to give him a special treatment right?:D*

Fahad: *laughed,and took it as a joke, NOOO FAHAD I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!!!;C, WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? IS BOYS THAT COMPLICATED? ADGERHOM YAKHTHONHA GHASHMARA.. I CONFESS THEY TAKE IT AS A JOKE? SERIOUSLY?:), its gonna be a long ride.. but its totally worth the shot*

Chapter 14

we continued the rest of the day normal and slept..

9AM
why am i awake?;s
i closed my eyes 10,20,30 minutes later.. no use!

i got up took a shower and wore:

i dryed my wet hair then straightened it.

i went dowstaires for breakfast, i had pancakes! i ate them and started thinking..

hmm.. so what to do on 9:40AM bel shalaih?

DIIINNGGGG

DIINNGGGGG

DIINNGGGG

i have an idea!

i grabbed my headphone ,ipod and headed the my favorite place on earth.. BNAIDER'S SHORE<3!!! i know i've been here for a little while.. but its just the most amazing place i have ever seen.

my mood is bright this morning, so i need a song to brighter it moree! i played (papi- JLO):

Let all the heat pour down
I'm good as long as he's around
He let's me wear the crown
I do my best to make him proud

Now all my super ladies
I got my baby, if you got your baby, baby

Move your body, move your body
Dance for your papi
Rock your body, rock your body,
Dance for your papi

Put your hands up in the air, dance for your man if you care
Put your hands up in the air, air, air, ohohohohoh

Move your body, move your body
Dance for your papi
Rock your body, rock your body,
Dance for your papi, ohohohohoh

My rock is shining bright
Even if he ain't by my side
He makes sure that I glow
I make sure everybody knows.

i made this little dance while im seated, i was just hoping nobody sees me=))

just before i enjoy my moment i felt a tap on my shoulder-.-



Hamani.

 i unplugged my headphones

hamani: i guess we have things incommon *while looking at my hands*

i looked at his hands he has the same beats

me:hahaa ee

hamani: shtesm3en?

me:hmm.. Jlo, ladygaga, beyonce, chris brown, MJ, adele ou others i cant remember..

hamani: olaaa, enzain matesm3en 3arabi?

me: la not much.

me: lets switch ipods bashouf shinu tsma3

hamani: you wont like it

me: why?

hamani: t7eben 3abadi johar?

me: no=)), same3ne your favorite of his

hamani: ok *while hes slipping through songs*

قالوا ترى مالك أمل في قربها لو يوم
أبعد وجنب دربها وهذا هو المقسوم
قلت اتركوني واسكتوا خلوا العتب واللوم
قدني غرقت في بحرها ولا عاد يفيد العوم
قالوا تروا في حبها ويل وأسى وهموم
قلت إن قتلني حبها حسبي تقول مرحوم
قالوا لي أنسى ذكرها منت بها ملزوم
قلت ابشروا يا عاذلين بنسى لذيذ النوم
قالوا بتلقى غيرها واترك هواها اليوم
قلت العفو يا حاسدين ما أبدل قمر بنجوم

i unplugged the headphones when the song finished.

hamani: ha shrayech?

me: OUCH, 7ag minu kel hathaa?;)

hamani: someone..

me: hints?:D

hamani: hmm.. tekrahne

me:why? i mean your hot- * before i continued i realized that i said it OUT LOUD!! atmanaa el arth tenshag ou tebla3ne:),al7een befakr ghala6! allah yakhethnee!!!*

hamani: im what? *while laughing*

me: qa9de ya3ne your goodlooking and everything, so do i know her?

hamani: closer than you think..

Chapter 13

we got into the car, fahad is driving, im on the passengers seat, zayoun wara.

payphone by maroon 5 started playing, zayoun is singing along ,i couldnt help but smile. shes so cute:')<3.

we decided to eat in chocolate bar.

so basically fahad was flirting with alzain the WHOLE time, zayoun noticed it, she simply turns them into something funny. and they ask me what do i love about her?<3

i was just sitting between them like a rope.
thats something good?right?

Fahad: um so zayoun 3a6ene pinich?

Zain: sure *gives him her pin*


simple as that zayoun? ana 3a6atne mu7atharaa-.-, PLUS galatle i add her just for a couple of days! WTH?

woah wait i know whats the problem!!!!





























shes under fahad's spell.

NOT GOOD:)

he really got her as fast as that???!!

hes good! what am i saying of course hes good. hes a PLAYER remember hamani?

ok fahad you wanna play it dirty?
GAME ON.

*Zayoun's POV*


fahad is really amazing!! i loved him already, i wish all my cousins were like him.


we payed and went back to shalaih. i had a blast!


everyone asked where were we. as usual shaikha was mad, shda3wa ele ygoul lailat 3rs hamani ray7en mu chocolate bar-_-, shes such a baby! why dont you just tell your feelings to hamani and your done! its not like you made a crime or something.


*shaikha entered my room.*

shaikha: sheftay my blue converse?

me:and how should i know?;s

shaikha: ughh

me: WAIT!

shaikha: what!

me: bagoulich shay

shaikha: goulay

me: laish mat3trfen 7ag 7amani w tgoulela your feelings toward him? its not hard you know! and btw i noticed that since the day i stepped in that house.

shaikha: laish a3trfla? he already knows! men youm kenna 9ghar kel men ygoul "shaikha l7mani, ou 7amani lshaikha* he hated it, but i didnt. ou since they used to say that i havent let my eyes on any guy BUT 7amani, men kan 3umre 12 agoula my feeling toward him,  bs he ignores, bs when he explodes he lets out everything. it turned out to be ..7a6 3aina 3ala wa7da men lama kan 3umra 7..

me: OLAA!! what a lucky girl that is


shaikha: LUCKY? SHES BLESSED! I WISH I WAS HER!! *she started crying* I JUST HOPE *sniff* THAT *sniff* ONE DAY HE'LL CHERISH ME.*sniff*

i came and i hugged her, like a mother hugs her lost child.

me: shhhh latbacheen a9lan 7ada mayestahel!!

shaikha: embalaaaa yestahel *sniff* ou akthar!!!

me: fe malyoon wa7d yetmanach, eldenya mara7 togaf 3alaih!

shaikha: LIAR!! you got that line from the movies *she laughed*

me: well ok, maybe *i laughed along with here, to cheer her up*

shaikha: ana bs lu a3arefhaa wallaah adfenha wehyaa 7ayaaa!!!

me: adfenhaa weyach affaa 3alaich, entay bas ashrayy! al7en yalla gammay ghaslay.

*she got up*

shaikha: dont tell anyone about this, we are still enemies though ,zozo *while sticking her tongue*

me: CALL ME ZOZO ONE MORE TIME *i got up to hit her in a playful way of course, she ran and locked the bathroom door, coward!*


me and shaikha are like a complicated math "friend+enemy= frienmies":D







friends stay forever, but cousins are for life<3.

Chapter 12

*hamani's POV*

I gave him a death stare, and left him standing.

i slipped my car keys and drove off to.. ANYWHERE.

the only thing that could calm me down is music ,i pressed on Radio Fm 88.8 the song "Next to you- chris bown ft. justin bieber" started playing:

You got that smile
That only heaven can make
I'll pray to god every day
That you keep that smile
Yeah, you are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up for you
Cause you are my dream
And, baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl
'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now..

every word expressed my situation right now, a tear escaped from eyes down to my cheeks. Im  a man, yes i do have feelings!

i parked on the side to wipe my tears and calm my self down.

SUDDENLY!!
















I got hungry:D

hmm.. so the nearest place from here is Mcdonalds!

i looked like a BIG MESS. but who cares, YOLO right?

i ordered, ate, and got out.

so right now im omw back to shalaih

i tip toed upstaires to my room ,took a shower and wore: A&F white shirt, with THE beige shorts and a navy and white puma steert shoes.

i went downstaires to find zayoun.

i thought angels live in heaven?

wheeewww okk hamani you can do this just be cool! oh god im sweating! shes staring! say something! remember just be cool..

hamani: halla bel zaain *mouth slipped*

zain: halla wallah *she laughed, shes playing along.. even better she got a cover for me:D phew!*

zain: 7ADEE YOU3AANA

Hamani: *before i say anything fahad got into the room*

Fahad: oh entaw mene?

zain: ee, enzain tegdar twadene ay mukan? you3anaa!

Fahad: yalaa wain taben?

zain: 9EEJ?awal mara a7ad ya36ene wayh men awal mayeet :D, thuwanee abdel wanzel!!

OUCH, what about me?


fahad and i sat 10 minutes in silence waiting for zayoun. Awkwardness filled the room until.. my princess arrived<3. she wore:

and we're off to elbed3. allah yaster:)

Chapter 11

so, after that they called me for breakfast, i ate it all. YUM*.*

then i took a long walk on the shore listening to (what doesnt kill you "stronger"-kelly clarkson):



You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want
You think you've got the best of me?
Think you've had enough the last laugh?
Bet you think that everything good is gone?
Think you left me broken down?
Think that I'd come running back?
Baby, you don't know me, 'cause you're dead wrong!

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger?
Stand a little taller..
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone..
What doesn't kill you makes you fighter?
Footsteps even lighter..
Doesn't mean I'm over 'cause you're gone..

the beat pumping in my ears, skipping the whole world, no ones around, you think your recording a music video, lip singing like your the one with that breath taking voice.. IS THE BEST FEELING EVER<3.


but then it started to get dark so i have to get back to the shalaih.

i ate my late lunch quickly, went upstaires to take a shower. and wore: stripped white and blue top, light orange jeans, with blue lacoste flipflops.

i brushed my wet hair and left it loose.

after that, nzlt ta7t to find hamani on the dining table.

Me: tara taw enas 3ala el3asha-.-

Hamani: el7emdella ana zain entay shlounich?:)

Me:chub.

Hamani's POV:
the real reason why i was on the dining cause i wanted to see zayouun<3.
i excused my self cause its getting awkward by the second.

6la3t barra wela ashouf fahad.

Fahad: hallaa bu 7mayyenn

Me: halla fek.

Fahad: shfek shklik met'thayeg?

Me: fahad mat7es bel thanb?

Fahad: ay thanb?

Me: dont play dumb with me.

Fahad:...

Me: I TRUSTED YOU FAHAD! ETHA ENTA PLAYER ITS NOT MY PROBLEM, BUT USING ME FOR THE SECRET I TOLD. IS JUST SICK!

Fahad: how did you knew?

Me: MU SHEGHLIK, JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION!

Fahad: hamani madree madree!! awal mara a7es ene a7eb wa7da men galb..

Me: ok, mthlan lo she loved you back, will you marry her?

Fahad: of course!

Me: ya3ne betkhaleha t3esh between lies?

Fahad: hamani please bas give me a chance to prove that im worth zayoun!!!

Me: ok, i will give you ONE chance, if she loved you back, then shes all yours, cause i cant force her to like me.. and if you EVER hurt her, you're dead to me.

Chapter 10

ok, i was shocked about ALL of what he just said but lets keep that on a side, and focus on how i promised him that.

Me: fahad i was seven!

Fahad: it doesnt matter, what matters that you didnt keep that promise.

he left me standing by the pool, watching him leave till he disappeared.

so 10 minutes earlier i didnt knew 3 things:
1- kent eb ghayboba 18 years ago.
2-i promised someone and i didnt keep my promise.
3-i hurt fahad.

this is officially the worst 10 minutes in the history of minutes:).

i went to bed ,my face looked like i just got slapped.

i was staring at the wall infront of me thinking till i fell asleep.

i woke up in the morning ,looked at the clock "12:00AM", i took a quick shower and wore:

and for my hair, swaita wet but perfect kubba.

i gabbed my ipod and beats.
i went down to the kitchen, asked the maid to make me nuttela pancakes with orange juice<3, she said we dont have nuttela so she has to tell the driver to get me some. 3la ma you9al, i sat on the shore, plugged the headphones,and started the song "Happy-Leona Lewis"

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me'cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah just wanna be happy..

such an inspiring song!!!
suddenly out of nowhere someone tapped on my shoulders. i turned around to find..





Hamani.

Hamani:hey

Me:hi

Hamani:where were you last night?

Me: ba3d wayne?naymaa!

Hamani: hmm then i probably saw you sleep walk

Me: um, yeah maybe.

Hamani: do you sleep shout too? *he winked*

Me: wait what? how did you knew that?


Hamani: my bedroom's window is infront of the pool, genius;)


*he left me with a confused look on my face*

Chapter 9

i couldnt believe what i just heard. so if maryam and shaikha thinks dolling up for boys is attractive, then probably there is other girls who agree with them

i cleared my mind, took, a deep breath, and said :"ok zaina today i will have fun, and forget my pains and worries"

i went downstaires, sat next to my one and only sister sara.

i huffed :yalaa enshallah cinderella shaikha tkhalee9!

shaikha nzalt and said: did someone said my name? *looking at me with disgust look, i ignored &got to the car with ; me, mama, farah,sara, and fahad was driving

the other car
maryam and shaikha of course-.-, grandma, jassem, and hamani was driving.

the road took 15 to 17 minutes.


we finally got there!
every car went to a different line in the parking lot, we called&told them to meet us infront of the fountain, after waiting for 5 minutes they arrived, we were all confused which restaurant should we pick.

Me:B+F open flame kitchen!

Shaikha: wai3

Hamani: eeeh ee emballa b+f!

Shaikha: i changed my mind,  just remembered they have tasty shrimps*my face was exactly like this -.-*

when we were walking to b+f, guys gave me looks and comments, wth?!, hamani was giving them death stares, i still didnt get why boys are staring and hamani givng them death stares?

but then i asked farah.

me: fara7

farah:hmm?

me: boys are staring, why?

farah: because ITS KUWAIT BABY=))

me:oh-.-, 3ayal laish hamani is giving them death stares?

farah: lanaa yghar 3ala his cousin, isnt that obvious?;/

me: no

farah:malt, entay mu mal a7ad yghar 3alaich

me: chub deshay bs deshay


we got in b+f, ordered and waiting impatiently..

our order arrived, we ate &shopped, then it started to get late so we went back to the shalaih.


on our way..



fahad: mageltele zayoun entay ay 9af?

me:b9afek-.-

fahad: ya3ne weyay eb oula awal? ahaa, bs wla mara sheftech?

me: fahad 3ende sou2al?

fahad: amrayy?

me: shloun lek khelg tmaleq akher elail?;/

fahad: goulaayyy mashallaahhh

me: ba7sedik 3ala shinu mathalan?elgarga wela thegl eldam?;p

mama: laa 7abebte manghl6 3ala fahad!

fahad: ehh 3almeha khalte

 when we arrived i was really sleepy! i went straight upstaires wore my pjs, layed on my bed and i started checking my phone, i was about to turn off my phone when the red light spammed my eyes.

i clicked on the bbm icone. it was fahad

Fahad Al-X:
come to the pool NOW.

Zain Al-X:
NOW?;/

Fahad Al-X:
yess!

Zain Al-X:
but im in my pjs already, can you make it tomorrow?:(

Fahad Al-X:
NO NOW.

Zain Al-X:
huff ok! give me 2 minutes

i borrowed my brothers jassem XL a&f pullover and tiptoed to the pool.

*i looked at fahad, he was giving me his back and looking at the sky.*

me: hey, so whats that BIG thing you wanted to tell me?

fahad: take a seat please

*i sat down*

fahad: you dont remember me? im talking serious here so answer me honestly.

me: fahad why do you care that much! ha? why!!!

fahad: JUST ANSWER THE DAMN QUESTION!

me: ITS A NO, NO I DO NOT REMEMBER YOU OKAY!

fahad: you dont *he whispered to him self, looking hopeless*

me:no, sorry i dont, i answered your question now answer mine.

fahad: ok?

me: why do you care that i dont remember you?

fahad: ANY QUESTION, BUT THAT!

me: fahad please!

fahad: WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY? TABENE AGOULICH KENTAY 6AY7A BGHAYBOBA, THEY MOVED YOU TO LONDON FOR MEDICATION, YOUR PARENTS LOVED IT THERE AND LIVED THERE ITS THE REASON YOU DONT REMEMBER ME?

me: *i was speechless, in disbelief* ok bs laish tabene i remember you, did i promised you something or- he cut me off.


fahad: I WAS THE MOST EXICTED ONE IN THE FAMILY WHEN I HEARD YOUR COMING BACK, CAUSE YOU PROMISED ME SOMETHING, YOU PROMISED ME YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MINE. THATS WHY I CARED, SO THATS WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR? HA?! BUT YOU DIDNT KEEP THAT PROMISE ZAYOUN. YOU DIDNT.

Chapter 8

i turned around to find, a stranger?;s

Him: hi, im your cousin fahad:D

Me:hmm i havent heard about you but hi im- *he cut me off*

Fahad: i know, zayoun.

we stayed quite for seconds..
Fahad: Fahad, Fahad Al-X, does it ring a bell? *he looked shocked*

Me: no it doesnt?

Fahad: A77.

Me: shfek?

Fahad: you seriously dont remember me?  *he gave me that hopeless look*

Me: sorry no, i got to go

Fahad: WAIT!

Me: yes?

Fahad: can i atleast have your pin?

Fahad: just for a couple of days i promise!!

Me: ok,just for a couple of days.. 26E******




i felt weird.why does he care that i dont know him? is there a secret,prank or what is it?! but sooner or later i'll find out.


Anyways. my mom and my aunts decided to go to 360 for dinner! i guess its a mall i heard them say.


i quickly ran upstaires waved my hair and got dressed into these:

i took a last glance at myself in the mirror, PERFECT.


i went to check on the girls.

*in the room*

shaikha: just some last touches.. *while applying her clown make up*

shaikha wore:

me: really shaikha?

shaikha: shinu!

me:7afr?we are going to a mall, not shalaih.

shaikha:waaaayyy kaifeee

maryam: shayoukh ma3lech mnha boys love that.

me: so all that make up and the tiger thingy is just for boys?:/

maryam&shaikha:YEEAHH!!

me: you guys are sick!


*i left the room*


advice for the girls out there!: if a boy REALLY LOVES YOU, he wouldnt love you for what you wear/have/or own. he'd love you for who you are, YOU. who thinks is amazing, so dont try to wear these skin showing/inappropriate clothes to grab a BOY'S attention, cause if he was a real MAN, he wont be attracted to it. and just remember one more thing YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. even if youre not convinced, look at yourself in the mirror, what others have that you dont?nose?eyes?ears?you have it all! you just need to search for your uniqueness. deep down ,chin up gorgeous x.

Chapter 7

Hamani's POV:

wow. to be honest, she looked FLAWLESS, im still angry at her but her beauty is calming me down. wait what am i saying?!, she just a cousin, and im nothing but a brother to her.

Back to my POV:

i turned around, and found hamani staring at my laptop, wth?
i came toward him, he quickly typed  something and smiled at me.


Me: hamani shga3d tsawe?

Hamani: nothing:D

Me: weirdo..

Me: enzain ta3al shtabe ent yay?-.-

Hamani: hmm ah.. bs chethe shinu 7aram asolif weya my cousin?

Me:laa.

Hamani: bs 3ayal chub

Me:heeeyy tara enta wayed m6ayye7 weyay, FYI its my third day here in kuwait.

Hamani: adree

Me: enzain ya3ne ment 6ali3?tara ana banzl

Hamani: ok kane nazl weyach.


we went down staires, like usual. nothing to do, after a couple of minutes, hamani decided to drive the rhino's.


Me: hmm ok, bs 3ala shar6!

Hamani: naa3aammm

Me:enmr starbucks OU mcdonalds:$

Hamani: fineee! yala emshay jedame..

Me: enzain ya3ne may9er amshe warak?


we continued teasing eachothers till we reached *bucks.


the man: what would you like to drink sir?

Hamani: i'd like to have, one caramel frap. extra cream please, zayoun?

Me: for me i''ll have large size white iced mocha.

Hamani: *laughing* thakarteneee

Me: eb?

Hamani: remember our deal last time?its still on though

Me:ok :)

i payed then we drove our way back to the chalet.


first thing i did when we got there, i grabbed my bikini ,tan oil, my white iced mocha, woked up farah, and we both went to the roof to tan!


i pluged my dr.dre beats into my ipod, slipped down till my favourite song started playing (Turning Tables- Adele)

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down, whoa

I can't keep up with your turning tables..


the words were so inspiring! im addicted to this song<3

i pressed on shuffle. seddenly the song (حب ناقص- شمس) was playing=)), i dont admit to people that i listen to "shams" songs, cause masma3houm ela lama af9l, or when i need some cheering up, brou7ha tfashl laish afashl 3oumre weyaha?::



after the most tiring 4 HOURS we finally got TAN LINESS!!!!!!*dancing*


i showered and got dressed into these:

i sat on the bench someone tapped on my shoulder i turned around to see....
























To Be Continued.




i know it's a short post but i'll make it up to you, promise :Dxx

Chapter 6

*SHOCKED* dont know what he wants, and he was talking serious which made it even scarier!

i replied to him:

Zain Al-X:
ok

its 11:30 now, two hours left..

i waited impatiently.

till its FINALLY 1:30

i excused my self to bed *i lied*

i tiptoed to the back door like a criminal.


i reached the shore, to find hamani sitting alone on the sand.

cheerful me: "ahlaaannn" with a wide smile.

hamani : "momken 6alab?" his face was exactly like this *:l* and staring at the water.

he scared the hell out of me, which made me turn this smile, into a frown.

me: "anything?"

hamani: umm.. how can i say this in the nicest way possible.. could you just, um could you wear a little longer shorts/dresses, i know this is all new to you, but this aint appropriate in kuwait, the guys here are unrespectable ,i didnt brought you here to judge you, i just wanted to tell you this for your own good.


*i was speechless- blown away-i actually was staring at him while thinking what to replay to him.

me: "um ok, i'll try my best, oh and thankyou for your concern, goodnight."

hamani: "goodnight, sleep tight."


when i left the beach side my face looked like i just got slapped!

while i was on my way to my room, i was thinking about what he said, he was right and i absolutely agree with him 100%, i decided to start from tomorrow.

*BBM with hamani*

Zain Al-X:
thankyou so much 7amani wallah i totally agree, i didnt know what got into me back then, i hope you didnt get anything wrong

Hamani/ shalaih:
walw maswainaa shay:*, no i didnt got anything wrong, and dont ever thing about that :p x

awhh cute<3, i ignored cause there is nothing to replay with. and slept right away..



i woke up at 8 in the morning, oh great what to do now? EVERYONE IS ASLEEP:)


i had nothing to do. so i took my camera stand and my canon to shoot near the coast.


i wore:

since im going to shoot alone and hamani is asleep, i took my chance.



i shooted alot of pictures


it took me 2 hours to shoot and 15 minutes to pick the good shoots between the bad shoots.

when i was done, i took the camera ,sat on the sand and picking favourites, but ofcourse the pictures are to my self not avatar or instagram or as a DP *bbm*.


i got up ,more like running before i get cought, i changed into :

while i was changing someone knocked the door.

me:"minuuuu?"

.:its me hamani

me: oh hamani degega ,i said to myself *whhheeeeewwww i was this close to get caught*


i unlocked the door and got my macbook.

hamani: shetsawen?

me: shaswe ba3d maku.

i was going to edit the photos, bs hamani is next to me-.-

re7t jedam el merror, trying to move him away and adjusted my hair into a slicked ponytail.

Hamani's POV:
i grabbed her macbook, without her noticing. i just realized the memory is inside the computer, come on hamani just take a look at her photos and close it rightaway..

i opened the memory file, i saw the last picture which was her in a tight shorts and a white sleeveless top. the date: 16/**/2012, wait a minute. THATS TODAY!

Chapter 5

we got in to find angry shaikha waiting for us. crossing her arms, shtaben?


shaikha: memo, ma6lbtoly weyakoum? *in a dalou3a brat voice kill.me.now:s*

hamani: *looking around* oh im memo?

shaikha: laish aku a7ad be9ala ? *looking around, didnt gave
 me much respect,oh you wanna play it cool blondy?its on.*


hamani: e7tarmay nafsich shaaiikhhaa!!!!!!!

me: farjay dam elnafs ba3dha 6aiba 3alaich.

i gave her a disappointed look ,left her there hanging. WIN.


after that i went straight to my room changed into my pj's  and slept like a baby.


12AM


i hear screaming, laughing, fighting.

turned out to be the girls are packing 7ag alshalaih -.-

farah: yalaa zayoun badlay benrou7 elshalaih!! your mom tawa dazatlich hdoum weya elsayg, ou we'll meet her there yala go change bser3aa

me:ok okk khara3tone!


i took out my free city pants, with a white hollister t-shirt and a blue toms:

i used a light make up "bronzer-eyeliner" not the clown make up!, and since im going to shalaih i dont need to doll up.

*suddenly someone knocked the door*

shaikha: MIINUUUU??!!

..: its hamani

shaikha: ahh come in MEMO *she said it with a loud voice so i can hear her* i ignored. although i was putting on my eyeliner

hamani: hey, bs kent bagolkom ana baro7 ba3d 10 minutes, ele malkhl9at trou7 ma3a sayeg mama sara/my grandma, shes leaving after me in 30 minutes.

shaikha was still in her pjs, she looked shock, she wanna ride with hamani, you can see it in her eyes.

hamani: zain shaklech khala9tay, yala ta3aly nezlay wyay 3la my nan6erhoum ykhl9on

me: okay

i gave shaikha that *haha in your face. LOSER;p look*


hamani and i sat down.

hamani:umm ah 3endich bbm?  *he went reeedddd*

me: eeh add me 27******


AFTER 10 MINUTES

hamani:yla meshaina shaklhoum m6awlen..

out of nowhere shaikha popped in

WAIT you guys,im done!

ughh

bismillah medaha 7a6at a clown make up?-.-

shaikha wore this:

7abebte shaikha e7na ray7en shalaih mu party:* "i said to my self"



hamani: entay shlabsaa????!!


shaikha:shinu?:$


hamani:wain ga3den e7na?sh'hal lebs? tara fe reyayel bel shalaihhh

hamani sighed and said:
shoufay hal lebs ra7 tef9khena AWAL MATDSHEN ELSHALAIH FAHMAAA?!

shaikha: enshallah.

yala jedamy *hamani's eyes were on the ground. CUUUUTTE:')<3 *


awal madshaina alshalaih shaikha m3a9ba 93dt foug. a7san testahel, gelna ma3ndaha khwan bs khl t3dl esloobha

as for me i brushed my eyelashes with a waterproof mascara and wore my swimsuit:

i went down with farah to the beach and grabbed 2 superjets.


we were fooling around, playing with water, and ate watermelons on the jets, we didnt go far, we were driving infront of the shalaih.



Hamani's POV:

fahad: 7myeennn shouf shouf minu hathe weya faro7?

hamani: hathe our long last cousin ya 7mar

fahad:oh so thats the famous zain?

hamani: eeh *i was annoyed by his attitude, yes he is handsome i admit,but hes a player*


Back to my POV:
i had a blastttt!!! until i recieved this bbm

Hamani Al-X/shalaih:
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!

AlZain Al-X:
yeess?-.-

Hamani Al-X/shalaih:
meet me bel beach side tonight @1:30.

Chapter 4

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i didnt mention that when i met hamani at the plane and airport my hair was a mess, and i was wearing glasses.

so todays afternoon he didnt recognize me. but i did.


Hamani: um zain entay meni?

Me: eeh, you3ana abe akeel!

Hamani: *he was staring at me for a while* ana shayfich gbl?

Me: besmilah nesait? ana ele kent yamek bel 6ayaraa!!:p

Hamani:eeee 9a7!!! al7en tethakart.. nice to see you again lauren;)

Me: haaha, you still remember my fake name!

Hamani: eeeh

Hamani's POV:

*wallah lu tadren shloun men shftch ma sheltich men baley, tabene ansa your name ele you pretended to be yours? akhh ya zayoun if you just knew.. if you just knew love at first sight*




Back to my POV:

Me:umm hamani wain sara7t?

Hamani: haa? um.. ahh, shinu?

Me: never mind =))

Hamani: taben mcdonalds?

Me: men 9jik?

Hamani: eeh ya3ne atghashmr?!

Me: YAAAY, la7thaa thuwane ou ayeee!!

Hamani: haha take your time :D


i rushed upstaires not trying to wake the girls up.. i picked what was infront of me:

i pulled my hair band and pins out of my hair, and left my natural wavy hair loose.


i went down the staires to find hamani waiting for me on the couch.

Hamani: yalaa?

Me: yala


we both went to the garage to get in his silver G-class .

he started the engine, and i broke the silence.

Me: wai3 sht7boun bhal syara? chenha go6ey;s

Hamani: sh3arfch entayy

Me: umm..

we stayed quite for a while.. until hamani spoke up

Hamani: 9ej ena elyoum a3rfch, bs a7s ene a3rfech men snen.. mu nafs hathoula ele foug, taben el9ara7a, ana afathlich entay 3alaihom kelihoum *our eyes didnt met, he was just too shy to lift up*

Me: thankyou *i smiled at him*

Hamani: yala we9alna nezlay

we got into mcdonalds alrawda ordered and waited for our food*

Me: tara enta btedfa3, ehh shfek tghezne chethe? we're still cousins you know:D

Hamani: *raised his eyebrows and said* shoufay ba6awflich eyaha bs this time. this time only,lanech yededa ou mat3rfen qawanene. bacher entay 3azmtne 3ala starbucks "he said while paying"

Me: enzaainn

*On our way back home*

TTRRRRRRRNNNN

TRRRRRNNNNNNN

hamani's phone started ringing

Hamani: alo

na3am shaikha

eeh 6al3

wentay shaku

eeee eeee weya zain

agoul bye byee


with that he ended the phone call.

thank god he doesnt treats me this way.