Chapter 16

we packed all our stuff and headed back home after a tiring day..

i took a mid-night shower 7ag tomorrow's big dinner

next day
2AM

our house keeper "sheley" woke me up for lunch

sara and i went to the salon for pedicures and manicures

they looked like these:

 

 

 

we both went home and wore our outfits:

tucked in:

 

 

 

 

and my louis vuitton bag:

and went down to the living room waiting for the rest to finish..


and for my hair i curled it into big curls, it goes with my face shape!


A few minutes later..

my big brother jassim entered the room

jassim: sh'haall zaainnn yah yaahh yaah *while smiling and looking at me from head to toe*

me: i knoww!

jassim: a9lan megan fox matgayshech!!

me: i know that too *i said shyly*

jassim: shda3wa ma fahmtay elnaghza kubrrr rasechh!!

me: la;s?

jassim: ya3ne compliment me back:$

me: oh ok.. hmm lets see.. well you sure do look like am... auh.. JASSIM!!:D

jassim: yeah thanks-.-

me: your most welcome:D!

jassim: yalla gomay bnrou7 gablhoum

me: omey galat?

jassim: galat ele ykhale9 eye weyay

me: ok yallah meshainaa

*on our way jassim y7e6 aghaney ,VERY LOUD ONES! and speeds up really fast!!!! anaa ad3ee nou9al bel salamaa;s*

we finally arrived there!!

my heels click clacking on the wooden marble floors

me: jassim desh gably akhaf!

jassim: shtkhafenn?! *he walked pass me and got into the living room*

me: salam 3alaikoum

All: wa3laikoum elsalam

my gandma whispering into my ears:7abebtee zayouna rou7ay yebay elchay bel ma6bakh 3endena thyouf

me: enshallah

i made my way to the kitchen

i was looking for the suger cubes.

when suddenly a warm hands rapped around me

i froze in my place!!

.........: *whispering, i felt his breathe tickling my neck* you look really beautiful today

Chapter 15

hmm.. who could it be? farah, sara or.. i dont know and i didnt give this subject much attention

the rest of the day went normal..

12AM

elyoum 7adraa;c..

i took a quick shower and wore my ruffles blue blouse with a gold n black jeans, and a gold gladiator sandals:

then i asked our nanny to make me a fishtail braid:

i felt so hyper today!

i went downstaires to find my sister sara and my mother. Perfect<3, i didnt have a private conversation with them the past days here..

me: salaam:D

sara&mom: wa3alaikom elsalam

mom: wainech mekhtafyaa?

me: kanee:D


5 minutes of silence

mom:bacher 3azmenaa 3ala 3asha kber

are we that desperate for conversations?

me: 9e-
out of nowhere someone cut me of:

9ABA7 ELKHAAIR!

i turned around to see Fahad.

butterflies running through my stomach..
feeling super dizzy..
hearing sounds..
staring at him as if he was an angel..
WOAH! slow down zayouun what are you saying thats FAHAD!! your cousin fahad!



no its impossible, i cant be having my FIRST crush ever at age 21!
i need to see a doctor or something;s

come on zayoun dont deny! your falling for him!


i shut my second voice and went with the first one..

well i have to admit he's a sweetheart.



ok, im officially falling for him .. after this whole argument with my self:D

my calculation says the ones you have a crush on should have a special treatment? special treatment it is!

put your seatbelt fahad! im taking off.


*Back to reality*

i just realized i was staring at fahad for the past 3 minutes!!!!!!

fahad came and whispered into my ears: am i that good looking?;)

THIS IS TOTALLY NOT MY THING, I DONT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THIS, ITS MY VERY FIRST TIME!

me: yeah * i really meant it, i could've told him "theqa", but i need to give him a special treatment right?:D*

Fahad: *laughed,and took it as a joke, NOOO FAHAD I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!!!;C, WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? IS BOYS THAT COMPLICATED? ADGERHOM YAKHTHONHA GHASHMARA.. I CONFESS THEY TAKE IT AS A JOKE? SERIOUSLY?:), its gonna be a long ride.. but its totally worth the shot*

Chapter 14

we continued the rest of the day normal and slept..

9AM
why am i awake?;s
i closed my eyes 10,20,30 minutes later.. no use!

i got up took a shower and wore:

i dryed my wet hair then straightened it.

i went dowstaires for breakfast, i had pancakes! i ate them and started thinking..

hmm.. so what to do on 9:40AM bel shalaih?

DIIINNGGGG

DIINNGGGGG

DIINNGGGG

i have an idea!

i grabbed my headphone ,ipod and headed the my favorite place on earth.. BNAIDER'S SHORE<3!!! i know i've been here for a little while.. but its just the most amazing place i have ever seen.

my mood is bright this morning, so i need a song to brighter it moree! i played (papi- JLO):

Let all the heat pour down
I'm good as long as he's around
He let's me wear the crown
I do my best to make him proud

Now all my super ladies
I got my baby, if you got your baby, baby

Move your body, move your body
Dance for your papi
Rock your body, rock your body,
Dance for your papi

Put your hands up in the air, dance for your man if you care
Put your hands up in the air, air, air, ohohohohoh

Move your body, move your body
Dance for your papi
Rock your body, rock your body,
Dance for your papi, ohohohohoh

My rock is shining bright
Even if he ain't by my side
He makes sure that I glow
I make sure everybody knows.

i made this little dance while im seated, i was just hoping nobody sees me=))

just before i enjoy my moment i felt a tap on my shoulder-.-



Hamani.

 i unplugged my headphones

hamani: i guess we have things incommon *while looking at my hands*

i looked at his hands he has the same beats

me:hahaa ee

hamani: shtesm3en?

me:hmm.. Jlo, ladygaga, beyonce, chris brown, MJ, adele ou others i cant remember..

hamani: olaaa, enzain matesm3en 3arabi?

me: la not much.

me: lets switch ipods bashouf shinu tsma3

hamani: you wont like it

me: why?

hamani: t7eben 3abadi johar?

me: no=)), same3ne your favorite of his

hamani: ok *while hes slipping through songs*

قالوا ترى مالك أمل في قربها لو يوم
أبعد وجنب دربها وهذا هو المقسوم
قلت اتركوني واسكتوا خلوا العتب واللوم
قدني غرقت في بحرها ولا عاد يفيد العوم
قالوا تروا في حبها ويل وأسى وهموم
قلت إن قتلني حبها حسبي تقول مرحوم
قالوا لي أنسى ذكرها منت بها ملزوم
قلت ابشروا يا عاذلين بنسى لذيذ النوم
قالوا بتلقى غيرها واترك هواها اليوم
قلت العفو يا حاسدين ما أبدل قمر بنجوم

i unplugged the headphones when the song finished.

hamani: ha shrayech?

me: OUCH, 7ag minu kel hathaa?;)

hamani: someone..

me: hints?:D

hamani: hmm.. tekrahne

me:why? i mean your hot- * before i continued i realized that i said it OUT LOUD!! atmanaa el arth tenshag ou tebla3ne:),al7een befakr ghala6! allah yakhethnee!!!*

hamani: im what? *while laughing*

me: qa9de ya3ne your goodlooking and everything, so do i know her?

hamani: closer than you think..

Chapter 13

we got into the car, fahad is driving, im on the passengers seat, zayoun wara.

payphone by maroon 5 started playing, zayoun is singing along ,i couldnt help but smile. shes so cute:')<3.

we decided to eat in chocolate bar.

so basically fahad was flirting with alzain the WHOLE time, zayoun noticed it, she simply turns them into something funny. and they ask me what do i love about her?<3

i was just sitting between them like a rope.
thats something good?right?

Fahad: um so zayoun 3a6ene pinich?

Zain: sure *gives him her pin*


simple as that zayoun? ana 3a6atne mu7atharaa-.-, PLUS galatle i add her just for a couple of days! WTH?

woah wait i know whats the problem!!!!





























shes under fahad's spell.

NOT GOOD:)

he really got her as fast as that???!!

hes good! what am i saying of course hes good. hes a PLAYER remember hamani?

ok fahad you wanna play it dirty?
GAME ON.

*Zayoun's POV*


fahad is really amazing!! i loved him already, i wish all my cousins were like him.


we payed and went back to shalaih. i had a blast!


everyone asked where were we. as usual shaikha was mad, shda3wa ele ygoul lailat 3rs hamani ray7en mu chocolate bar-_-, shes such a baby! why dont you just tell your feelings to hamani and your done! its not like you made a crime or something.


*shaikha entered my room.*

shaikha: sheftay my blue converse?

me:and how should i know?;s

shaikha: ughh

me: WAIT!

shaikha: what!

me: bagoulich shay

shaikha: goulay

me: laish mat3trfen 7ag 7amani w tgoulela your feelings toward him? its not hard you know! and btw i noticed that since the day i stepped in that house.

shaikha: laish a3trfla? he already knows! men youm kenna 9ghar kel men ygoul "shaikha l7mani, ou 7amani lshaikha* he hated it, but i didnt. ou since they used to say that i havent let my eyes on any guy BUT 7amani, men kan 3umre 12 agoula my feeling toward him,  bs he ignores, bs when he explodes he lets out everything. it turned out to be ..7a6 3aina 3ala wa7da men lama kan 3umra 7..

me: OLAA!! what a lucky girl that is


shaikha: LUCKY? SHES BLESSED! I WISH I WAS HER!! *she started crying* I JUST HOPE *sniff* THAT *sniff* ONE DAY HE'LL CHERISH ME.*sniff*

i came and i hugged her, like a mother hugs her lost child.

me: shhhh latbacheen a9lan 7ada mayestahel!!

shaikha: embalaaaa yestahel *sniff* ou akthar!!!

me: fe malyoon wa7d yetmanach, eldenya mara7 togaf 3alaih!

shaikha: LIAR!! you got that line from the movies *she laughed*

me: well ok, maybe *i laughed along with here, to cheer her up*

shaikha: ana bs lu a3arefhaa wallaah adfenha wehyaa 7ayaaa!!!

me: adfenhaa weyach affaa 3alaich, entay bas ashrayy! al7en yalla gammay ghaslay.

*she got up*

shaikha: dont tell anyone about this, we are still enemies though ,zozo *while sticking her tongue*

me: CALL ME ZOZO ONE MORE TIME *i got up to hit her in a playful way of course, she ran and locked the bathroom door, coward!*


me and shaikha are like a complicated math "friend+enemy= frienmies":D







friends stay forever, but cousins are for life<3.

Chapter 12

*hamani's POV*

I gave him a death stare, and left him standing.

i slipped my car keys and drove off to.. ANYWHERE.

the only thing that could calm me down is music ,i pressed on Radio Fm 88.8 the song "Next to you- chris bown ft. justin bieber" started playing:

You got that smile
That only heaven can make
I'll pray to god every day
That you keep that smile
Yeah, you are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up for you
Cause you are my dream
And, baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely, girl
'Cause you are the only thing that I got right now..

every word expressed my situation right now, a tear escaped from eyes down to my cheeks. Im  a man, yes i do have feelings!

i parked on the side to wipe my tears and calm my self down.

SUDDENLY!!
















I got hungry:D

hmm.. so the nearest place from here is Mcdonalds!

i looked like a BIG MESS. but who cares, YOLO right?

i ordered, ate, and got out.

so right now im omw back to shalaih

i tip toed upstaires to my room ,took a shower and wore: A&F white shirt, with THE beige shorts and a navy and white puma steert shoes.

i went downstaires to find zayoun.

i thought angels live in heaven?

wheeewww okk hamani you can do this just be cool! oh god im sweating! shes staring! say something! remember just be cool..

hamani: halla bel zaain *mouth slipped*

zain: halla wallah *she laughed, shes playing along.. even better she got a cover for me:D phew!*

zain: 7ADEE YOU3AANA

Hamani: *before i say anything fahad got into the room*

Fahad: oh entaw mene?

zain: ee, enzain tegdar twadene ay mukan? you3anaa!

Fahad: yalaa wain taben?

zain: 9EEJ?awal mara a7ad ya36ene wayh men awal mayeet :D, thuwanee abdel wanzel!!

OUCH, what about me?


fahad and i sat 10 minutes in silence waiting for zayoun. Awkwardness filled the room until.. my princess arrived<3. she wore:

and we're off to elbed3. allah yaster:)

Chapter 11

so, after that they called me for breakfast, i ate it all. YUM*.*

then i took a long walk on the shore listening to (what doesnt kill you "stronger"-kelly clarkson):



You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want
You think you've got the best of me?
Think you've had enough the last laugh?
Bet you think that everything good is gone?
Think you left me broken down?
Think that I'd come running back?
Baby, you don't know me, 'cause you're dead wrong!

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger?
Stand a little taller..
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone..
What doesn't kill you makes you fighter?
Footsteps even lighter..
Doesn't mean I'm over 'cause you're gone..

the beat pumping in my ears, skipping the whole world, no ones around, you think your recording a music video, lip singing like your the one with that breath taking voice.. IS THE BEST FEELING EVER<3.


but then it started to get dark so i have to get back to the shalaih.

i ate my late lunch quickly, went upstaires to take a shower. and wore: stripped white and blue top, light orange jeans, with blue lacoste flipflops.

i brushed my wet hair and left it loose.

after that, nzlt ta7t to find hamani on the dining table.

Me: tara taw enas 3ala el3asha-.-

Hamani: el7emdella ana zain entay shlounich?:)

Me:chub.

Hamani's POV:
the real reason why i was on the dining cause i wanted to see zayouun<3.
i excused my self cause its getting awkward by the second.

6la3t barra wela ashouf fahad.

Fahad: hallaa bu 7mayyenn

Me: halla fek.

Fahad: shfek shklik met'thayeg?

Me: fahad mat7es bel thanb?

Fahad: ay thanb?

Me: dont play dumb with me.

Fahad:...

Me: I TRUSTED YOU FAHAD! ETHA ENTA PLAYER ITS NOT MY PROBLEM, BUT USING ME FOR THE SECRET I TOLD. IS JUST SICK!

Fahad: how did you knew?

Me: MU SHEGHLIK, JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION!

Fahad: hamani madree madree!! awal mara a7es ene a7eb wa7da men galb..

Me: ok, mthlan lo she loved you back, will you marry her?

Fahad: of course!

Me: ya3ne betkhaleha t3esh between lies?

Fahad: hamani please bas give me a chance to prove that im worth zayoun!!!

Me: ok, i will give you ONE chance, if she loved you back, then shes all yours, cause i cant force her to like me.. and if you EVER hurt her, you're dead to me.

Chapter 10

ok, i was shocked about ALL of what he just said but lets keep that on a side, and focus on how i promised him that.

Me: fahad i was seven!

Fahad: it doesnt matter, what matters that you didnt keep that promise.

he left me standing by the pool, watching him leave till he disappeared.

so 10 minutes earlier i didnt knew 3 things:
1- kent eb ghayboba 18 years ago.
2-i promised someone and i didnt keep my promise.
3-i hurt fahad.

this is officially the worst 10 minutes in the history of minutes:).

i went to bed ,my face looked like i just got slapped.

i was staring at the wall infront of me thinking till i fell asleep.

i woke up in the morning ,looked at the clock "12:00AM", i took a quick shower and wore:

and for my hair, swaita wet but perfect kubba.

i gabbed my ipod and beats.
i went down to the kitchen, asked the maid to make me nuttela pancakes with orange juice<3, she said we dont have nuttela so she has to tell the driver to get me some. 3la ma you9al, i sat on the shore, plugged the headphones,and started the song "Happy-Leona Lewis"

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me'cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah just wanna be happy..

such an inspiring song!!!
suddenly out of nowhere someone tapped on my shoulders. i turned around to find..





Hamani.

Hamani:hey

Me:hi

Hamani:where were you last night?

Me: ba3d wayne?naymaa!

Hamani: hmm then i probably saw you sleep walk

Me: um, yeah maybe.

Hamani: do you sleep shout too? *he winked*

Me: wait what? how did you knew that?


Hamani: my bedroom's window is infront of the pool, genius;)


*he left me with a confused look on my face*